This is how I feel about it:
Please excuse me while I Happy Dance around my apartment for the next four days.
I should be getting my mission call tomorrow. My stomach can't handle the anxiety. I'm more anxious in an excited way than a nervous way. I don't really know what the next two years will bring, so obviously I'm freaking out. I do think I'll go foreign though. But I will seriously be happy with anything.
I now have tow jobs, which also means two titles: Graphic Designer, and Graphic Design Specialist. Not gonna lie, I feel pretty fancy with the specialist title, even though it really is less of a Graphic Design job than my other job, and I get paid way less.
I'm painfully excited for summer. I don't care that I will be working a lot or that I will be going to school also, I'm just so excited to have the chums back around. Party every night. I am also excited for the warm weather, boating, vacations, and living at home. It has been a real pleasure living on my own, but I'm excited to get to rely on somebody else to feed me again. And I'm extremely excited to live in a place that gets cleaned and stay cleaned.
We attended a Festivus at our boys' apartment on Sunday. It was absolutely marvelous. It really should be a tradition at the end of every year. Nothing is better than telling people how disappointed you are in them, forgiving them, and then laughing hysterically at the fact that you were legitimately disappointed at such a ridiculous thing. Plus, unadorned aluminum poles are fabulous dorm decor.
I am going to miss my roommates so much. God blessed me to live in 2210, and I couldn't imagine anything better. We've seriously partied so much this year. It's such a blessings being able to come home and always have someone to talk to. I really feel bad for our neighbors since they have to listen to us screaming and laughing every night. I'm definitely going to miss all of this, but I can't wait to move on.
Here's how I'd rate this year:
Social: 12/10
Spiritual: 10/10
Academic: TBD (still have finals to go)
Personal Growth: 10/10
Food: 5/10
Art Skills: 9/10
Awkwardness: 20/10